Tuesday, February 14, 2012

Continue the previous post..

To : Sofea

Hey big eye girl! xD Thanks for being my closefriend and classmate for 4years without fail , you will comfort me and ask me what happen when im feeling down & unhappy.. Appreciate all the concerns you gave me... Hmm... still waiting for your letter uh.. Ahahaha jkjk.. xP You uh eat more lar so skinny for what!~ Hmm...try to overcome ur fear of plaster & blood leyy.. Ahaha =P Kayy lar... All the best in your studies & last but not least Happy Valentine'S Day! :D <3<3


To : Yasmin
Hey Tallie sistar!! Ahahaha.. didnt manage to say it to you face to face uh... Happy Valentine's Day!!~ :) Hmm.. great to have a sis whom almost same height as me.. Ahahaha so easy to hug with each other eh.. :D Let's talk more / sms more with each other kayy kayy :) You uh must jiayou and work hard for 'N' level kayy you can do it de.. :D <3<3

Valentine's day message!

First of all , Happy Valentine's Day!! :)To me . it's just a normal tuesday but i spend my time with my family , my friends and even though im single , i can still be happy with just all of them around me :D

To : JiaQi & Huiyan
Sun-nv , i know i've written a letter for you le but still thanks for being there for me when im feeling down or whatever.. Its great to know u and have you as my sun-nv.. Zhen shi wo de rong xin uh... :) Anw , find a guy who will treat you damn well and damn nice kayy :) You two uh... I know we are in different class but i hope our relationship will not fade because of this reason eh.. Seriously... You two uh , dun always get angry or what leyy , must SMILE and be HAPPY de kayy.. Xie xie ni men yi lu yi lai de jian yi he zhi chi...Jiayou and all the best for 'N' level kayy.. Ah-mah believe in you two , you two also have to believe in yourself kayy dont give up so easily hor... Jian chi dao di... :D <3<3

To : NicKhun

Nickhun , thanks for your Valentine letter ya.. I think i've recieved more then 4-5 letters from you le... Everything that i wanna say to you have been divided into those letters/message that i've written or sent.. Thanks for your support throughout this past 4 years.. Hope our friendship can still last even if we graduate from YCKSS le... You are like a friend who will be there when im feeling low/unhappy.. Thanks for the advice/suggestion you've given me... Stay happy & pretty kayy.. Well for your love relationship side , no need say much uh.. There's already a boii who's good and nice to you le.. :) Appreciate it kayy :D <3<3


To : Cheryl

Blingbling jjong lao-po xD Your letter i'll pass it to you abit later kayy.. You uh.. Hmm i know we have misunderstandings between us and i dunno what's the cause of it but no matter what happen , you will still be my bestfriend/*lao-po* forever... You uh keep saying yourself ugly , not pretty etc.. Actually you're pretty lor just that you still dont have enough self-confident in yourself only lor.. If you have that self-confident in yourself , you're always pretty and dont even need to think of what plastic surgery etc de... Must have confident in yourself okayy.. Dont give up... 'N' level this year le , i know you're working extremely hard this year , Jiayou and all the best for your 'N' level kayy... DON'T GIVE UP!!~ Andandand you will find a guy who will appreciate you , treat you nice and love you with all his heart one day.. So stay POSITIVE thinking kayy... :D <3<3


To : Carol

Meix , sorry if the letter is abit short uh.. You uh , everytime dont eat dont eat then later gastric pain liao.. Must take good care of yourself leyy.. This year is an important year to us... So must eat your meals on time kayy... And also dont always look so unhappy leyy , must smile and sometimes be crazy like your Twinnie Huiyan like tat.. Its good to be crazy/hyper sometimes but not always uh.. Ahahaha xD Same saying , find a guy in future who will treat you well and you both love each other alot de kayy.. Ni you na ge ben shi zhao dao de... :) Jiayou and all the best in 'N' level hor... Strive for 'O' levels kayy :D <3<3

To : Yingying and Karin

Hihi Meix(s).. Dont know if you guys will read my blog anot.. Or mayb after you all d camp thn u two saw this... If really so , wish u in advance have fun in your camp and takecare and drink more water hor... Thanks for being by my side when im feeling down and make me laugh/happy like some siao girl sometimes >.< You two uh , really like twins lor... Sometimes really dunno what to do>.< Jiayou and goodluck for your end-of-year exam kayy.. :D <3<3


To : Linda
Girl uh... stay pretty and always smile kayy.. Dont always like not happy not happy like that lar.. Let's go to Ngee Ann city on march tgt kayy to see the JS students dance :D and also during april for the SYF..Jiayou & all the best for your 'O' level chinese paper and the rest of 'N' level papers.. Strive for 'O' level kayy :d Ni ke yi de :)) <3<3

Tuesday, November 8, 2011

tears roll down my cheeks once again...
heart started to bleed again...
memories flash back and i wonder wat happen to us seriously...
mayb its my fault , i dunno...
If it really is my fault , SORRY ... i dun mean to hurt you...
im really clueless now... i really dunno wat to do now...
can anyone please tell me wat to do in order to stop all these?
im really really very tired...
not tired of our friendship , is im tired of quarrelin w/ you...
wat i meant is , i wanna have laughter w/ you instead of cold war/quarrels etc..im sayin it frm my heart...
i dunno whether u will view my blog anot , but wat i wrote here is my real feelings and thoughts...

i need a shoulder & listening ear..

seriously i dunno wat happen lar... i try to talk to u nicely but th way u talk back to me is like u're nt happy w/ it... if really u're nt happy w/ it , tell me... no use for us to keep quarrelin and okayy thn quarrel agn... i really dun wanna quarrel w/ u , but everytime when we start talkin , th way of unhappiness will jus pop out..
im not blamin u now seriously... wat i hope is , we can be back close friend/bestfriend/sis... That's all... i dun wanna quarrel w/ u agn...(tat's frm th bottom of my heart and im sayin th fact)

Tuesday, November 1, 2011

i cried for you , i cried for others , but now... i dunno whether shld i cry for you anymore... even if i cry till my eyes are red , no one knows , no one cares...

i really dunno what wents wrong... tears roll down my cheeks when i saw wat u reply me....
it really hurts my heart u know anot...
jus bacause u're nt happy , does tat means we cant sort/talk things out.. no right?
u've been givin me attitude... u've been ventin ur anger on me instead of others...
im really tired... i cant hold on anymore...

Tuesday, October 18, 2011

Damn piss off!!!!!

我越来越讨厌你了...原本以为我可以当作没有事,可是我今天才发现原来我做不到..
人的忍耐是有限度的,不要得寻进尺...
你这种人应该就是世界上的败类。。容许我用"败类"来形容你...
王八蛋,臭鸡蛋.. 你干脆死了算了...
俗语说"忍一时风平浪静,退一步海阔天空 " 可是当不好的事情一发生,根本就做不到啊...
我真的很想,超想挂你一巴掌,更好就是拿刀刺死你...

Friday, October 14, 2011

考试。。。

今天考华文。。总觉得我的paper1会不及格咯。。。希望老天爷可以让我及格吧。。。
两个科目考完了,英文和华文。。希望后面的几科都可以及格或者拿到一个好成绩吧。。。
希望在我身边的朋友都可以考到好成绩:)

你的真面目。。。

原来你是这种人...
when you bicker with them , u walk off i'll go find u and pei you..
But today i finally know wat kind of friend you are now... Only willing to stay wif them and didn't even say a ''goodbye' to me...
so next time should i just do the same thing to you?!
Haix...i really dunno why is this happening... Jus ytd u bicker wif them and i just walk off and went to find you...
whenever you say ''okayy lar im the one in fault'' or wat so ever tat time , or when you angry/sad because of the grp we're hanging wif , im always the one tat u vent ur anger on...
do u know how tiring is it to bei the hei guo anot... i bet you dunno because all the fault is on me and not others...
what other stuffs can i do , i really dunno bout it... Why not someone just kill me straight away...
Livin in this world , being said , being tease by other , being the one hat pl vent anger on etc is not a fun or happy thing.. everytime i really wish to shout and cry out all my feelings , but because you're my friend , i put on a fake smile on my face...
Isit everyone are like you?! I dunno... but i dun hope so... 我知道我不应该这样说你但是我真的忍无可忍了。。 这只是让我发泄罢了。。并不会影响我们的友情,因为我不想失去你这个朋友。。。

Wednesday, September 21, 2011

Had a worst dream ever last night...
I really hope that the dream wont come true...
Seeing my frens around me (eg..HY , JQ etc) got their mum's love and concern , i really think back to myself and say why do i have to lose my mum's love and concern at the age of 13...
I really hope that mummy can come back to our side , but it's impossible...

It's been 2 years since u left us Mummy , how are you doing over there? Fine? Hopefully you are..I still rmb when u left us , me , sis and bro was jus beside u and we cant do anything other thn calling doctors and nurses and daddy..At that moment when the doctors say he cant do anything to save u back , the tears that i've beared for a time just fall down my cheeks..I really dunno what else can i do.. 170709 4:15pm , that day and time u left us and go to another world...
Mummy , i miss and love you forever.. <3