Had a worst dream ever last night...
I really hope that the dream wont come true...
Seeing my frens around me (eg..HY , JQ etc) got their mum's love and concern , i really think back to myself and say why do i have to lose my mum's love and concern at the age of 13...
I really hope that mummy can come back to our side , but it's impossible...

It's been 2 years since u left us Mummy , how are you doing over there? Fine? Hopefully you are..I still rmb when u left us , me , sis and bro was jus beside u and we cant do anything other thn calling doctors and nurses and daddy..At that moment when the doctors say he cant do anything to save u back , the tears that i've beared for a time just fall down my cheeks..I really dunno what else can i do.. 170709 4:15pm , that day and time u left us and go to another world...
Mummy , i miss and love you forever.. <3