用笑容开始,以眼泪结束

so am i fated to be alone forever?!
i really dunno about this...
since thats the fact should i just accept it?! I think i should..
friendship , love relationship seems be be a ver far distance away from me from today onwards...
whenever im feelin low , feelin upset , no one knows , no one give a damn bout it... so wat for i carry on living in this world...might as well i go die... yi liao bai liao...
i really dunno what to do this time round... no one seems to understand me...since it's gng on well like this...i'll just keep quiet and accept th fact...
为什么、
受伤的永远是我？
流泪的永远是我？
被骗的永远是我？
被恨的永远是我？
痛苦的永远是我？
为什么??????
Who can tell me the answer for th questions above.?