tears roll down my cheeks once again...
heart started to bleed again...
memories flash back and i wonder wat happen to us seriously...
mayb its my fault , i dunno...
If it really is my fault , SORRY ... i dun mean to hurt you...
im really clueless now... i really dunno wat to do now...
can anyone please tell me wat to do in order to stop all these?
im really really very tired...
not tired of our friendship , is im tired of quarrelin w/ you...
wat i meant is , i wanna have laughter w/ you instead of cold war/quarrels etc..im sayin it frm my heart...
i dunno whether u will view my blog anot , but wat i wrote here is my real feelings and thoughts...

i need a shoulder & listening ear..

seriously i dunno wat happen lar... i try to talk to u nicely but th way u talk back to me is like u're nt happy w/ it... if really u're nt happy w/ it , tell me... no use for us to keep quarrelin and okayy thn quarrel agn... i really dun wanna quarrel w/ u , but everytime when we start talkin , th way of unhappiness will jus pop out..
im not blamin u now seriously... wat i hope is , we can be back close friend/bestfriend/sis... That's all... i dun wanna quarrel w/ u agn...(tat's frm th bottom of my heart and im sayin th fact)

i cried for you , i cried for others , but now... i dunno whether shld i cry for you anymore... even if i cry till my eyes are red , no one knows , no one cares...

i really dunno what wents wrong... tears roll down my cheeks when i saw wat u reply me....
it really hurts my heart u know anot...
jus bacause u're nt happy , does tat means we cant sort/talk things out.. no right?
u've been givin me attitude... u've been ventin ur anger on me instead of others...
im really tired... i cant hold on anymore...