Had a worst dream ever last night...
I really hope that the dream wont come true...
Seeing my frens around me (eg..HY , JQ etc) got their mum's love and concern , i really think back to myself and say why do i have to lose my mum's love and concern at the age of 13...
I really hope that mummy can come back to our side , but it's impossible...

It's been 2 years since u left us Mummy , how are you doing over there? Fine? Hopefully you are..I still rmb when u left us , me , sis and bro was jus beside u and we cant do anything other thn calling doctors and nurses and daddy..At that moment when the doctors say he cant do anything to save u back , the tears that i've beared for a time just fall down my cheeks..I really dunno what else can i do.. 170709 4:15pm , that day and time u left us and go to another world...
Mummy , i miss and love you forever.. <3

How i hope the time can just stop at that moment.. >.<
Haix... but it's impossible i know..
Okayy... so tomorrow is the grade3 dance examination and im like scare that i'll fail it.. How?
Argh!!! Help!!! who can help me... :(

Please , stop being like this can...
i beg you... Just gimmi somemore time and i'll give you the answer as soon as possible..
stop making me feel guilty just because i said those words to you that day...
I dun mean it... you didn't gimmi anytime to do xin li zhun bei... of cox i'll be shock right...
you didn't thought of wat will happen to me when u said those stuffs to me...
I'm really speechless... stop forcing me and i'll give u the answer sonner or later okayy...

17092011

It's 12.06am now...
LIM JIA QI aka SUN-NV !!!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!生日快乐!!!!!♥♥♥♥♥
Finally 15 le horh?! Hahahaha... Hmmm....
It's great to have u as my sun-nv like what i've mention in the SMS i sent you...
I really hope our relationships wont fade just because of the reason i've stated in the SMS too...
You're the cutest wann , the most gong-gong wann , the clever wann , the one who eat da sheng gong for breakfst de sun-nv xD

Last but not least ,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JIA QI!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU! ♥♥♥

Stay happy forever horh... :))

Ah-ma love you! ♥♥
woaini , iloveyou ,520 ♥♥

What u said is it true?!
Please dun scare me... >.<
When i heard that , u know i was shocked and scare anot...
I nvr expect it to happen you know...
Okayy now im like so messy now...
Omg...!!! i'm really SHOCKED by wad u said...

How come whenever there's something happen , it always seems to be my fault?!
I'm really very ***** , even if it doesn't concern me or i didn't do anything , i'm always the one being said or whatever...

If you never thought of staying , why do you even step into my life in the first place..
After you left , do you know how many times i've cried for you...
I bet you don't know and you'll never ever know about it...
Because i know you'll never cry for it... You can still live happily after it...
But let me tell you , i can't do it... I've already fallen in love with you...

People usually say , love is not eternity...
Because if it is , we won't see couples breaking-up because of little matters or other stuff...
But for some people , their relationships can really last as they really love each other and willing to understand their partners whenever they have difficulties...

Dun wait till it's too late to tel some1 hw much u luv, how much u care,cause if they're gone,no matter hw loud u shout & cry,they won't hear u

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so am i fated to be alone forever?!
i really dunno about this...
since thats the fact should i just accept it?! I think i should..
friendship , love relationship seems be be a ver far distance away from me from today onwards...
whenever im feelin low , feelin upset , no one knows , no one give a damn bout it... so wat for i carry on living in this world...might as well i go die... yi liao bai liao...
i really dunno what to do this time round... no one seems to understand me...since it's gng on well like this...i'll just keep quiet and accept th fact...
为什么、
受伤的永远是我？
流泪的永远是我？
被骗的永远是我？
被恨的永远是我？
痛苦的永远是我？
为什么??????
Who can tell me the answer for th questions above.?